Fall

Today was a marvelous day...Charles returned from Cambodia on Wednesday and rode the train into the city to visit.(Unfortunately, Crystal was ill and stayed home.) We met the new couple that will be moving to Prey Veng and working with one of my old partners, NILH. They are a young, enthusiastic couple who are looking forward the the adventure of working in international development in rural Cambodia; I think they will do well.

After the meeting, Charles and I went to the Reading Terminal Market for lunch, bought honey and apple cider for my roommate and headed to Chinatown for bubble tea. It was refreshing feeling like I was back in Asia...ancestor shrines and all. It was also good to see another friend with whom I have many shared experiences.

Earlier this week one of my classmates said I always seem calm and have a peaceful presence. I was a little surprised because I often don't feel like I emit peace...more like a frantic bewilderment. But I noticed today that I don't stress about little things, or big things for that matter, so much anymore. Somehow in the greater scheme of things it doesn't seem necessary; everything will work out. And compared to life in Cambodia, life is relatively tame here....but it's still an adventure. I love exploring the city...this place surprises me when I least expect it. I found a building with Khmer writing on it in my neighborhood, between 46th and 47th. Fall has come to the city as the my tree lined street bursts with oranges, golds and reds. Biking invigorates my body as well as my appreciation for old houses, flowers and dodging cars. Farmer's markets are full of apples, pumpkins and spinach. The diversity of peoples, cultures and languages is comforting. This city has a rhythm of its own...mindful awareness simply allows me to join in the melody.

I used to hate fall, its arrival announcing the return of cold weather, gray skies and numb appendages. But autumn is breathtaking. My perspective is different; change is eminent and oh, so beautiful.